A quote before bed

“The unfair thing about life is the illusion that it should be fair”

Grade twelve is killing me

When I began grade twelve I was so excited as I have finally arrived where the fields are green…or so I thought. I had been longing all my life to be here as I always admired high school seniors but now that I am one of them o wish to go back to the younger grades.

The assignments sure are a lot harder an I have to do my best in all of them as my future is determined but how I perform now. I cannot afford to flunk any subjects. The expectations are a lot higher as my parents want me to get into a good University. And then there is your OP score and QCS which is really giving me level 9 anxiety. I am constantly worrying about if I will achieve a good GPA or else I’m dead. Soo much pressure and I feel like I won’t be able to pull through in the end which is really giving me a lot of sleepless nights. Why can’t life be easy ugh